Thursday, April 15, 2010
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
When i was told to kill Ikemefuna,i was afraid. Ezeudu told me not to kill Ikemefuna,but i did not listen to him.I did not want to be thought as the weak.I killed 5 man in war,i thought to myself why should i be afraid to kill just one guy?Nwoye found out that Ikemefuna was going to be killed,i was sad too but i had to put up an act.Frankly,i really did not want to kill Ikemefuna,but i had no choice as i did not want to resemble my father.After i killed Ikemefuna, i had no appetite or whatsoever and everything seemed wrong.I regretted killing him.My daughter Ezinma had a good attitude, i was really proud of her but sadly,she was not a man.I feel that Ezinma displays masculinity.
I feel that my wives are getting along very well and helping others in times of need.For example,when i scolded Ojiugo,Nwoye's mother lied to me as she was trying to minimise Ojiugo's thoughtlessness.I was not happy,so i decided to beat Ojiugo as she was not telling me the truth.I hate people lying to me.So happen,it was the Week of Peace,i was not allowed to be beating my wife,although my other wives pleaded me to stop,i did not want to stop as i wanted to be manly.Actually i was scared of offending the goddess but i had to show masculinity.I want Nwoye to be a great farmer,a great man just like me.I don't like feasting,i prefer to be out in the farm working.With Ikemefuna guiding my son,i feel that Nwoye's attitude is improving.I now think there is a chance for Nwoye to grow up as a successful man.I was very pleased with Ikemefuna as he contributed alot to my sons development.
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