When i was told to kill Ikemefuna,i was afraid. Ezeudu told me not to kill Ikemefuna,but i did not listen to him.I did not want to be thought as the weak.I killed 5 man in war,i thought to myself why should i be afraid to kill just one guy?Nwoye found out that Ikemefuna was going to be killed,i was sad too but i had to put up an act.Frankly,i really did not want to kill Ikemefuna,but i had no choice as i did not want to resemble my father.After i killed Ikemefuna, i had no appetite or whatsoever and everything seemed wrong.I regretted killing him.My daughter Ezinma had a good attitude, i was really proud of her but sadly,she was not a man.I feel that Ezinma displays masculinity.